I Knew How It Was Going To Be...

I loves him so much but he doesn't love me the way I love him. I met him for about 2 months now and I am already deeply attracted to him...
He shouldn't have talked to me in the beginning, I shouldn't have fallen for him with all his sweet talks...
The way I now have to wait for his email for half a day to a day kills me. He said he loves me but I don't feel it anymore. Or rather, he doesn't show it anymore. I think he is finally bored of me now.
It hurts. It hurts so much. I tear up every time I think about him.
Why is it so hard to find someone to be there for me and love me.
I fell for the wrong person and now it's killing me inside so badly.
It's a misery, where is the bliss?

I need to stop loving him..
KuroBara KuroBara
18-21, F
1 Response Jun 30, 2012

You don't need to stop loving him, you need to start loving yourself and let it go. This boy just makes you miserable. Let him go. Move on. Find something creative to do with your life and love will find you when you're least expecting it.