Friendship Turns Into Unrequited Love.We met here on EP and became very good friends in a short span of time. I felt the mind connect immediately. My instincts about him were accurate. We should have met in real life. It is such agony that we haven't met, yet.
What should I say about him? He is, first and foremost, a wonderful human being. Kindness is his second name. He is a darling of anyone who knows him.
To be honest, he has better friends than me in his real life. After all I am just a figment of the cyber world. I could disappear at any point in time. So could he.
Nevertheless, the love I feel for him is so real. I imagine us together. I dream we are having so many kids. The thought of being pregnant and pampered by him. His hand on my bulging tummy. It hurts. It is so real. I want to have dozen kids with him. Me! I never ever liked the thought of being pregnant. In fact I argued with my ex-husband about it. I asked him to adopt one from an orphanage.
I became angry with my friend for not returning my love. Said some nasty things. I thought I had hurt him and he will surely end the friendship. I didn't want that. Let me have him as a friend if not as a lover. He continues to be a wonderful friend. But that's it. Does he love someone else? No, he doesn't. This makes me hopeful.
I am an eternal optimist.