I fell out of love with my husband so gradually that I didn't even realize it til I was parked outside a hotel about to meet a man I met on the internet. The fact that I could actually go through with the affair led me to the very sad realization that the love I had for my husband was dead. It hurt. I thought I would love him forever but after years and years of dealing with his bad temper, paranoid and controlling behavior little by little my love withered away. Now I have nothing left but a big empty hole in my heart.