And I Am Not Sure If I Will Ever Find It.

i always have had a part of me that feels out of place.that i don`t belong.i try to ignore it,but sometimes it`s just to much.i have a deep seated rage that comes to the surface whan that happens.and when people wroung me,i can feel my skin burn.somewhere i lost part of myself.i never had that rage.and yet,it is alive.i wonder if it escape me?or take over.i sometimes feel like i am just observing life,not living it.it like i say,i actually haunt myself.

ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
36-40
1 Response Mar 28, 2009

ya i feel almost the exact same way. 99% of the time i feel almost nothing, and 99% of the time i never get angry. but then there times where its just like a switch went off and all the sudden theres this rage that wasnt there before. and your comment about just observing life fits me perfectly, i feel the exact same way.