I'm Different

I guess I am not typical as a male for this group. I hear so much about Dommes preferring a sub who will worship them willingly. I am just not that type. In fact, I think little of those women who only want men who will beg them to dominate them.

Kathy, I admit, is able to get me into that sort of subspace, but first she plans it, forces me one way or another, either through exposure or pure pain, to a state where she is all consuming for me. I care for nothing but her and love to do anything that will please her or any other woman she orders me to. But I do not go into that sort of subspace by myself, nor do I beg her to put me there. In fact, as some of you know, I do my best to avoid it.

It is rewarding for me when she manages to do it, I admit, but it is not something I yearn for. This is why my relationship with Lynn becomes a problem sometimes, but then Kathy has a way of enlisting her aid as well.
Chuck1942 Chuck1942
31-35, M
Sep 13, 2012