I'llmake this short.. kinda
-we were supposed to get married in 3 weeks
-weve been together 3 YEARS (im 20 hes 22) -- and we have a son and possibly another one on the way
-and once again he calls it off because he let his paranoia run his life
-saying i cheated on him and that he deserves better then me
- that i'll get what i deserve by him leaving and giving some other girl the life that i wanted
- that he doesnt need me, im nothing special, im worthless and a ***** and im the one that needs him
hes right.. i am worthless and unworthy to be with him because what ive done in my past
but my past is the past right i didnt even know him yet and yet he always takes it out on me
he knows i need him and he always shoves it in my face that i do nothing
he makes all the money he makes all the decisions and all i do is just wait for him because hes a marine and always away..
what do i do i hate that he keeps calling it off.. ive waited for so long and ive dealt with everything hes done to me
he called our son dirty once.. and he threw drink in my face because he blames me that he cant talk yet (hes only one)..
man i hate my life...