hie. im a 20 year old girl. i am at college and i feel miserable and lonely. i only feel better when im at home but i only get a month of holiday and most of the time im at this lonely place. i do have 3 friends or should i say people i talk to, but i dont have that sense of belonging. they do stuff together and always forget to include me. i feel lonely, i feel like im in a world of my own. everyone around me seems to be having fun and enjoying with their friends except me. i have noone. i cant even think of making new friends because its too late, this is my second year at college and people have already established networks, i cant even fit in into any group. sometimes i just feel like i am better off dead, in fact i just feel dead already.