Loneliness Is My Only Friend

I'm 18 and feel like my life is slowly ending instead of beginning. Throughout school i was the shy one, the one no one else had the time to get to know, the last one to be picked. Being an only child, belonging to a broken up family and living in the middle of nowhere, loneliness is my only friend. I thought when i got a job i would get to know more people and have friends to go out and have fun with, i got a job but not the friends. Every day i fear being alone and every night i wish i wont wake up in the morning.
cravinghappiness cravinghappiness
18-21, F
2 Responses May 13, 2012

Loneliness is our only friend....*high 5*....<br />
Not matter what, we have to stay strong...

Shyness is a form of ego. One has to make efforts to make friends and get along people, be it office or college, be a friend to get a friend. <br />
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I too was like this I am 41 now but had to revamp my attitude quite a lot. Look for landmark forum in your area try joining the basic level and transform your life.