My Antidepressants Were Helping

For the most part im doing better than I was a month ago. Just last month every day was a struggle to survive because for those of you who don't know suicidal depression is not a mood you can snap out of, Every day I wanted to kill myself and i struggled to find a reason to live and i wasn't finding it. My psychiatrist had tried me on several different antidepressants but they weren't working. Finally a month ago we found one that helps me. And i don't want to die....usually. Today they just don't seem to be helping. im very down, very depressed and lonely. I hope im not already building a tolerance
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May 14, 2012