Im A Bandit Of Past

I FEEL VERY LONLEY AND DEPRESSED , I CANT FIGURE OUT THE EXACT REASON , SINCE THE AGE OF 17 IM EXPERIENCING A LOT OF NIGHTMARES , I HAVE BEEN DUMPED 5 TIMES , PARENTS ALSO DO NOT HAVE ANY HEALTHY RELATIONS , I LEFT JOB FOR MY OWN BUSINESS WHICH IS ALSO NOT GIVING ME ANY PROFIT , ITS A TOTAL DISASTER . THE THINGS GIRLS DID TO ME LEFT ME SO BROKEN THAT I HAVE LOST MY CONFIDENCE AND IT MADE ME LOOSE BELIEF IN THE WOMAN RACE . IM ALWAYS FEARED THAT IL NOT BE ABLE TO MARRY ANYONE , AND IF I DID , IL NOT BE A GOOD HUSBAND OR A FATHER AND MY WIFE WILL ALSO BETRAY ME . EVERY NIGHT I HAVE TO DRINK TO SLEEP PROPERLY , FRIENDS ARE SELFISH AND MY BEST FRIENDS ARE FAR AWAY OR TOO BUSY .... NO ONE EVER EXPECTED THAT ..ONCE THE PRINCE CHARMING OF SCHOOL ...WILL BECOME THIS AFTER 10 YEARS .IVE LOST MY SMILE , MY CHARMS , MY HEALTH.... THATS WHY IM HIDING FROM SOCIETY. I THINK IL BE LONLEY FOREVER ..
abhinavbarjatya abhinavbarjatya
22-25, M
May 19, 2012