Lonely / Depression Woman

I have had depression for awhile now. I'm always at home I can't work cause of my health problems. I see people working wish I could. I get tired of being at home. It's very lonely. Feel like no one wants to be my friend or be with me cause I have health problems. No one gives me no chances. Once they find out I it health problems they run. I always ask myself why me? I didn't ask to be like this. I hate bein lonely and depressed. I take stuff for depression but I still get depressed. All I want to do is cry and I always ask why? Does anyone else do that? No one should be alone but I am. Seems like I don't have any luck in that subject. I've always alone and lonely. I see couples out and about I get down and want to cry cause no one gives me a chance. I always ask too what's wrong with me? Why can't or won't no one give me a chance? It hurts. When I get depressed really depressed I sometimes ask why am I here? Does anyone else do that? I hate being lonely and depressed. Wish it get better but don't see it happening.
lilshooter lilshooter
36-40, F
2 Responses Jun 7, 2012

Im kinda in the same situation. I live w/my boyfriend and I still feel lonely. I am not working at this time because I have some life issues that I am trying to take care of. He works all day and when he does come home home he goes right to his game. I am lonely because I am without my children and its killing me. My boyfriend is good to me but there is a void in my heart that he just doesnt seem to fill. I know he loves me, and I love him too but I have no sexual desire for him at all, I sit here all day long dwelling on the past and the time Im missing out on w/my children because I used to be a happy stay-at-home mom and now I have to learn how to live without them. I have a stupid ex-husband who Im going thru a custody battle with who also just remarried to a women who doesnt want me even involved in my childrens life, it doesnt seem fair. I have to wait it out until its settled in family court. while I was with him I was depressed, I felt like there was no way out, but I try to overcome that by visiting websites like this. these are helpful places when you need someone to talk to, I hope tomorrow is a better day for you. :) chin up, everyday is a new day!

Sorry that happening to you. That women shouldn't be able to tell you that you can't see or have nothing to do with your kid's. They are yours not her's. That's wrong. I wish you the best when you go to court. I'm sorry too that your boyfriend don't see it or spend time with you. Maybe you need to sit him down and tell him how you feel about things. If you ever need to talk just message me. Sorry again

Thank you dear, but you dont have to be sorry. Im just for my waiting for my day in court. I just cant wait for that day, when the judge tells hims how he is knowingly and willfully violating a court order, he is making himself look worse in the courts eyes by allowing her to intervene.
I am sorry that you are feeling the way you do, you have found a friend here, because I know how you feel. If you ever need a friend I am here, I like this website, I find myself connecting here before I connect to facebook. Have a good night, hope to hear from you tomorrow...a new day! :)

I can totally understand your situation.....Hope you'll get well soon, and may god bless you..<br />
Take care.

Thanks that was sweet and nice of you. Same for you.