Lonely / Depression WomanI have had depression for awhile now. I'm always at home I can't work cause of my health problems. I see people working wish I could. I get tired of being at home. It's very lonely. Feel like no one wants to be my friend or be with me cause I have health problems. No one gives me no chances. Once they find out I it health problems they run. I always ask myself why me? I didn't ask to be like this. I hate bein lonely and depressed. I take stuff for depression but I still get depressed. All I want to do is cry and I always ask why? Does anyone else do that? No one should be alone but I am. Seems like I don't have any luck in that subject. I've always alone and lonely. I see couples out and about I get down and want to cry cause no one gives me a chance. I always ask too what's wrong with me? Why can't or won't no one give me a chance? It hurts. When I get depressed really depressed I sometimes ask why am I here? Does anyone else do that? I hate being lonely and depressed. Wish it get better but don't see it happening.
lilshooter 36-40, F 2 Responses 0 Jun 7, 2012