If I Can't Understand Myself, How Can Anyone Else?
Wow. I am one screwed up person. One second I will think that no one cares for me/ I care for no one, and the next second I will think that I care for people and a few people close to me care for me. It has gotten worse when I got into a short casual relationship with someone. I didn't think I could care for her, therefore I went through with it. However, I told her so much stuff about myself and I couldn't stop saying it. A couple weeks later I found out I had feelings for her and she told me she wasn't ready for a relationship. She was acting really wierd now that I think back. I find out a few days later she was lying and she got into a relationship, even though just before on the same day she claimed she still wasn't ready. Its probably my fault. I told her I was always angry and couldn't seem to feel anything else. I believe she is scared of me now and I don't think anyone could ever feel for me.