Lonenly

Im 25 yrs old, im married with 3 kids, didnt finish high school, i dont have any friends, i feel so lonenly, my parents got a divorce 4 yrs ago and i hardly see them i miss them so much and need them right now :'(.. im getting depress i dont like to express my feelings so i often cry in the shower when im by myself i also have low self esteem im very shy and i hate it! i kno im not this loser i sound to be but i feel like one.People are always telling me how pretty i am and how good i look for beign a mom of three im always getting nice comments but the truth is i hate myself im dying inside and nobody knows it,ive tried talking to my sisters about it but they dont really care to listen and my husband works too much i dont kno what to do! I need some good advice.