LonelyNearly everyday I suffer from loneliness that seems to go to the deepest part of my heart. Rightfully I shouldn't be lonely since I have a husband. Yet, although we've been together for 25 years for the most part of these years I have been lonely. I feel like I am withering away from it, like a slowly dying plant.
Leave some would say, but in reality that is harder than said since I keep hoping things will get better and he's not a bad guy, just detached. Someone that could easily be totally content all alone. He doesn't need anyone and that's me included.
Oh well, just putting my heart feeling to words tonight. Just another day if the same stuff. One would think I'd get use to it, but I don't. I think it just hurts more as the years fade.
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