Feeling Nothing...

I am not having any feelings anymore. I don't feel love for anyone, not even my parents or sis. I don't have any desire for anything. I don't wish to possess anything. I don't want to have a relationship 'cause of what i am, what i can never be. I hope this ends... i wish to end it.
lupodewulf lupodewulf
22-25, M
4 Responses Sep 5, 2012

I am feeling better now. I shared a lot of what's in me to a lot of people, discreetly. Just talking to an other person, even an unknown stranger, can do a whole lot of good to troubled minds.

II Corinthians 10:4-5<br />
(For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.<br />
II Corinthians 2:11<br />
Lest Satan should get an advantage of us: for we are not ignorant of his devices.<br />
The Bible lets us know that we have been given spiritual weapons in order to fight a spiritual battle.<br />
The armour of God is the equipment we need to have on, in order to resist Satan. When we have on the whole armour of God, we are then able to stand.<br />
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood . . . Wherefore take unto you<br />
the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day,<br />
and having done all, to stand — see Ephesians 6:12,13.<br />
Standing your ground in the midst of danger, standing your ground when troubles rise. Not running! Not moving!<br />
We're in a spiritual warfare; thus we must carry spiritual weapons, and we must stand our ground!<br />
Im nobody to let u what to do.. but try and read the bible every night before u go to sleep..ask God to feel u with his love.. Trust me u will feel better.. I have been in ur shoes and its not a good feeling.. Im here if u need a friend..

Sorry minipadilla.. I do not believe in a personal god. The books that claim to have been written by him are human follies, i believe.

I understand what your going through. I dont feel anything for anyone any more. I stay to myself most of the day in my room with the windows covered so that its as dark as I can get it. You just have to always think that "Tomorrow is always going to be better!" Maybe try seeking some help there are some medications that will help.

i have tried therapy. it's not working. i feel awful all the time. my mood just goes beserk

I know, I know my mood goes from one extreme to the next. Some days I dont leave my room at all. You havent been put on any kind of medications to possibly help your mood swings?

i haven't had any medications as yet.

how do you manage yourself? you must go out for something, say food?

Maybe you should see a physiatrist they might can find the right medication that could help you out. It helped me out to a point unless it was extreme boudts of depression or anxiety but she was working on the right amount to help that.

I do go shopping once or twice a month for groceries. When I do I just say to myself that everything is going to be ok. I do and get what I need and come home. Once in a while I go stand outside on my pourch get some fresh air and some sun light. I use to take medications for my depression, anxiety, and di polor dis order. That was before I stopped getting health inssurance. Now I just do my best to manage it on my own. Which I have been doing for a long time. It was easier on medications than it is on my own. I have some friends that look out for me when I show signs of extreme depression so that helps some at times. I try and keep my mind occupied with either movies or games.

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What about the good days you're going to have next month? <br />
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You're at the bottom of the pit now, and everything looks black, yah ... but you can climb out. Give the local help line a call, they're in the phone book. Once you're back at the top, take a look around again. <br />
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Been there. Trust life, just keep walking. Good times are just around the next bend in the trail.

i climb out of the pit only to fall back in it.

That's the way of it. All the more important to notice the sunshine when you can.

It's a nasty vicious cycle. I had a friend tell me that the next time I am having a "good" day to write myself a letter about why it's a good day and how beautiful things in life are. Then when I fall back into the pit take out the letter and realize there are those "good" days to work towards.

Like. I'm going to try that one ... not today, though.

@mixfeelings I think it's a good idea. I am going to try it out.

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