When Death Is A Hope !!!

My only hope in this life is to have an end of it. its supposed to be the best years but its the worst , there is no pleasure for me in this life . I feel lonely and stranger when I sit with people and I feel scared and insecure when I sit alone. If I weren't Muslim and killing myself mean that I don't believe in God I would have killed myself . even my therapist is not able to help me every session I remain silent , he don't know what's my problem he even began to speak about himself he don't know what to tell me. I don't know what to do I have been so for 3 years I lost most of my friends when I sit with new people they ask why you don't like us. I lost my laugh , my friends , my hopes and all the things that was making me happy. when will this have an end or it will never have an end
newlifee newlifee
18-21, F
1 Response Nov 30, 2012