What Is Wrong With Me.

I have been depressed for about 4 years now. I've talked to people about it including my parents but no one believes me. My parents think I'm just being ridiculous. There have been so many times when I just wanted to end it. My friends could care less. I feel like everyone hates me. Every time I like a guy they reject me. I'm so afraid I'll be alone the rest of my life. I'm 17 years old and I've never had a guy want anything to do with me. I'm just a fat, ugly idiot. No one will ever like me. I hate myself so much.
Rachel2014 Rachel2014
18-21
3 Responses Dec 7, 2012

Hi Rachel,

I share the same story as u do gal, but let me tel u one think u r special, and may b a little depressed. Dont ever let people make u feel that u fat and stupid...u r not...

You're not and you are WAY too young to be thinking you're gonna live the rest of your life without someone! maybe the guys you're looking at are too superficial, maybe you should be looking at guys that have more depth to them, that are smart and kind and funny. They aren't always the cute ones but those ARE the ones you want to have with you for life. If you need to talk, message me, I've been where you are.