Everyday Is A Struggle

I have been battling depression ever since I can recall. Growing up my family and relatives were nasty to me, calling me ugly regularly. All grown up now, I cannot seem to hold down any sort of relationship, whether with a man or with close friends. I come across all happy and confident on the outside, but inside I suffer everyday. Somedays I wish I wasn't alive. Tonight is one of those days. I really want to stop feeling depressed and lonely but I cannot seem to find a way.
MissPaws88 MissPaws88
22-25, F
Jan 7, 2013