Trying Not To Give Up

Its hard not give up and just end it. The thing is I'm not done with my search. It's been long and hard with no results so far. I joined the army hoping it will fill the hole but it hasn't yet. So ill keep looking for some one something to make me happy. Right now im crawling my way through the dark thorn filled road. I plan to emerge hand and hand with him/her with me. And me scars all over some physical some emotional and mental. I plan to come out happy and that is my goal I got my second breath and wind so im going to stand up and walk instead of crawl
JKA143 JKA143
18-21, M
Jan 14, 2013