Everyday's A Constant Battle

It gets harder and harder everyday. I didn't think it would be this bad.
Getting out of that dark place in your mind, and up where everything's bright and cheery.
Can't sleep, but don't want to get out of bed.
Going out into the world, to see everybody else being okay, but not me.
Feeling so dreadful, and looking dreadful as well.
Trying to hide it with a smile.
Pretending to be okay when inside you are in despair.
Why does it have to be this way?
lonelydinosaur lonelydinosaur
26-30, F
1 Response Jan 15, 2013

Did anything happen bad to you that may have you to feel this way?

Probably a pile up of really bad things plus something that broke me that snapped me into depression.

I would like to hear them if your ok talking about them.

that is so kind of you. thanks.