Yes I Am Fighting And I Continue.

I know this to be a part of me and I do not like it at all.
I often wonder how long I can go on.
So I focus on my breathing and try to keep telling myself that I shall not judge my thoughts.

When I feel good I keep putting up reminders of what I like and who is here for me. So when in time I am lonely, I can remind myself of the good things i life.
Even though I do not feel like it and my emotions and constant rattling thoughts try to bring me down. O and the do succeed so often.

However I try always to hang on even to the faintest string of hope.

Maybe one day I won't be able ... there is no telling, if that would be so.

I just hope I when I die I die happy.

Likewhatido Likewhatido
36-40, F
Jan 17, 2013