Im 40 And Depressed And Lonely

I live with My Mother and her Partner.My 8 years younger than me brother moved out when he met a girl 10 years ago and they had a child together.So im almost the 40 year old Virgin who lives at home with his Mother. Trust me Women do not find that attractive. When i was Younger Girls were not interested in me so i just became a hermit all my mates got girls and said bye i was a bit confused sexually also
I was made redundant 2 years ago so i now have no job no girl no sex no independence im friends with a girl but she got 2 teeth missing at front so sorry she
not my type(My Mum said shes better than nothing) i like her but not how she looks i have to be attracted to a women to perform sexually and i dont find her attractive but she has got a good personality ,,annoys me that she smokes weed i dont like we just friends....but yeh im lonely.. she swears a lot  too
if you read my other stories you can read about my confusion over my sexual identity and lack of sexual experience thank you.
defoekeane defoekeane
36-40, M
Jan 23, 2013