I am so unhappy and don't know where to go and what to do.
I need someone t talk to...
Justenjoytheshow Justenjoytheshow
31-35, F
6 Responses Aug 26, 2014

• Needs Food It Gets Strong By The Promises Of God
• Needs Hearing Environment Ish 11;12
• Or It Will Chew On The Negative- Invest In The Mind
• Need Pictures Turning Goals Into Picture- Self talk Conversation- God’s World Contains Faith Needs Protect The Mind -Its Fragile -Have trouble With Mind,
• Mind Keeps Track -No Body Sees What You Experience
• Feed On psalms 119, 91 37 Wash The Mind, Absorb We Succeed With The Mind, A Focus An Instruction, Judas And John Has The Same Mentor
• We Can Have A Relationship With God But Not Through The Law.
• Talk Your Way Out, Sow Your Way Out A Walking Ware House Of Seed- by the words bought to us from heaven. Jesus bought it to us. it Leaves The mouth And Goes Into The Future.

He cant hold you, Christ bought you back. god writes about you

I like what you seem to be trying to say here, but your use of language seems a bit choppy -I wish I could understand

it says what our mind needs, and how it works, and what words bring life and purpose to it and to us.

Embarrassed of how I've handled and made my problems worse

True but life is not simple , we tend to create problems for ourselves. We know in our heart but our mind doesn't follow.

I tend to keep things bottled up until I explode and freak out and everyone is like WTF is your problem! I am learning to deal with things as they come up before they get too big to handle.

I know that feeling. My mother had single handedly turned my entire family against me and it was her that started the fight with me.

I am sorry to hear that . Me and my mom never got along well and i have no clue till date what exaclty my fault was or is....

My mother was mad that my husband, daughter and I went on a cruise and she was jealous and said,"I don't how you can afford to go on a cruise when I lent you money 17 yrs ago!" In that 17yrs she never once mentioned that we needed to pay her back! So I asked her how much I owed her and she said a thousand dollars. So I wrote her a chq and my dad took it and ripped it up in front of her and she freaked out! My mother ruined our relationship and threw me away over a thousand dollars! Doesn't make ya feel worth anything....

Ha! My mom for some reasons have jealousy issues with me!!!! She is jealous with what i wear, how i presentable i am , with my relationships and what not. I fail to understand how a mother could be jealous of her own daughter. When i used to live with her, i tried running away from the house , but she never bothered.

Jealousy runs deep in my family. My mother's mother and her sister, my mother and her sister, me and my sisters and my two daughters. I'm sick of it no one can be happy and proud of another! I got along great with my brother up until we bought a big house and got a new car then we never hung out again! I'm sick of my family and I've moved on!!!

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Lincoln said most folk are about as happy as they make up their mind to be. I used to think it was bs.
I did not ever want to be sad or depressed. I had chronic hopeless depression with suicidal thoughts for years.

Then came a day when i couldn't take it anymore and i determined i will think and do whatever it takes to stop the sadness. I didnt care if it meant deluding myself or doing wrong. I just didnt want to hurt and cry anymore. I said i want to feel better and good. I talked myself out of sadness. I stopped the pain.

I decided to be happy. It took time and practice for it work but then i understood what Lincoln's quote meant.

I think i can really connect with what you went through!!

Wow! Can totally relate! Most of the time I feel unwanted and not needed. But my grandson is what's keeping me alive right now...he needs me and wants me around. Not sure what will happen once he's older? But for now I know God has a plan for me. I work at a funeral home and surrounded by death every day and grieving families and I think the deceased are the lucky ones. I can relate Robin that life here gets too tough to handle and we just want to go "home", go to where we'll be safe & happy. But like I said my grandson would be devastated if I left right now so I'll hang around here for a while longer :-)

If u need to vent and just want insight from a random person who also fights depression and loneliness but hasn't given up yet, msg me... :)

Thank you so much !!!

I found this ask.fm that helps people with advice. Here it is: www.ask.fm/StepIntoMyOffice I hope this helps.