Small Raid

I not able remember whole dreams but few part

I just hope I can get in enough astral projection practice so I can get there diggers spell set me back a few days so I'm kinda out of practice by a bit. So I plan on practicing a bit today and hopefully be ready by the time of the raid.

I am just not convinced that he will act "in an essentially non evil manner". If you think he will, though that is good enough for me.

I do expect to be taking it easy for a while as well, so no worries there. And I will me meditating / focusing on healing and being fully prepared for the next major raid.

Noxas, Any statement along the lines of "I'll go but....(I'll do something that makes me feel like the star of the show in violation of the actual plan)" is going to be met with refusal.



If you want to come on the next Beaverton attack with us, when it goes down, and you can have a full shield and 30 hours of psychic weaponry saved up, and are willing to follow the plan, and not try and pretend you are stronger than people with more training and experience, talk to us as equals and not like you are some sort of superhero admonishing children, that is fine with me.



Joph, I totally and completely see where you are coming from, BELIEVE me. However, my instructions are that regardless of belief, anyone who is willing to oppose these beings in essentially any nonevil manner should be welcomed. I myself am supposed to be organizing a resistance, not recruiting for an army. You saw yourself that I acted to prevent Noxas from threatening our mission, and if I feel it is necessary I will do so again. However, I do invite his participation, provided he is, frankly, willing to behave like an adult.



I would like to make one more observation, however. Jophiel and I disagree about many things, both spiritually and otherwise, however those disagreements have never interfered with our ability to work together according to an agreed plan to confront entities that we and other people can independently corroborate, nor do we claim to have ridiculous strength, and while individuals may have been selected for certain purposes, our psychic/spiritual/magickal/astral strength comes from experience and training, and we can all recognize it. Noxas, you HAVE experience, which makes you stronger than any amateurs, and a person I would like to have on my team. However, your arrogance, overconfidence, and unwillingness to follow a plan gives me some serious concerns. First of all, I am severely worried you will deny psychic wounds and refuse to spend the long hours necessary after a psychic combat to repair yourself (Joph, I have some concerns about you as well on this regard although they are not as serious, someone commented on one of your stories that you have unhealed psychic wounds and they are right. I am really concerned about the injury you got fighting the leader, and how it might affect your combat ability. It seemed closed over but not refilled with energy). Second, your claim that something you spent four minutes one can multiply your strength by 100 and your claims of massive kill counts and illusion that size matters tells me you have little concept of the strength of energy and energy beings, which is a tool they can use against you. It takes, pretty consistently, 30-40 hours of stored energy, to create something that will double your strength. This is based on consistent findings from more than 50 people in my old group, independently corroborated, and includes people with all sorts of special aspects and talents and the energy used for combat on the "astral" is the same energy used in magick, faith healing, and similar feats, so if you could accomplish energything you claim you would be capable of amazing feats. I am not saying you have to belief everything that we believe, indeed Joph and I have wildly different beliefs, but you have to understand the basic limitations of the human body, and how it interacts with psychic/astral energy.

I'll go but doesn't mean I'll stick with the small fries last night I had to take on one which was rather big for a small fry but it's strength said otherwise. Anyways back on subject yellow eyes huh sounds like some of the ones I've fought before but can't say for sure there's quite a few out their with golden eyes which glow a bright gold almost yellow which is why the color gets mistaken for yellow. I bet if you guys saw me in astral you'd likely mistaken me for one of them by the eye color at least.

Sounds good to me. I will be ready by then.

Ok, Maddy you will need to channel positive energy, light and love to Sriffle. You may need his real name and address, or at least the town he lives in, in order to find him.



Sriffle, what cemetery, they do often hang out in those places....



we will hit the cemetery and then follow the entities back to you and cleanse you totally.



Shay....you, me, Joph, and any volunteers.



Tuesday night ok? Joph will probably want 3:30 Mountain time again, which works very well for me.

DIGGER, I WANNA HELP! I can't Astral Project to Sriffle and fight demons, but I can send the spiritual energy!!! Just tell me HOW

Anything I can do to help? Just let me know.