I Chose to Fight !

Last night I could sleep at all because of my concerns and unanswered questions...

I am starting to realise more and more how alone I am when it comes to my life and the changes I want to make.I feel so crushed after I tryed a business and failed it that I imagine I can never get up but in a weird twist of fate I got meaner ; I realised how alone I am and how everyone can point the finger at what I did wrong and that pissed me off so much that I've said to myself **** YOU ALL , I'll try harder, work more and overcome myself and no , I will not need anyone anymore because my life depends on me solely.

I am broken, I am down but I am not over, in fact I am just starting and am I am not going to stop until I get where I want to , so **** all of the people that could have helped me and didn't , I will make and I will make it on my own.

 

May God bless all of you and give you the strenght you need to carry on with life's miseries and suffering.Be strong !

ruedecascades ruedecascades
18-21, M
1 Response Feb 20, 2009

I can feel your spirit and determination in your story!!!