I Fight Myself Everyday
I am not a sad person. I am infact optimistic, and take pride in that. But when it comes to my emotions, that is a whole battle on it's own. Everyday, my choices tend to be based off of my emotions, due to my impulsiveness. As I am trying to play the part of the "adult" at home and at work I have been trying to not be so emotional. Emotional meaning, let them run my life. and so every decision now is a debate with myself. Things like "Should I have stayed and helped? Does he really love me? Should I wait for him to say I love you? Am I overthinking things? What are my dreams telling me? Is my life screwed up or am I just in pergatory?"
It's a never ending battle with myself and emotions overpower me everyday to the point where Im becoming so emotionally challenged that I am numb.
It's a never ending battle with myself and emotions overpower me everyday to the point where Im becoming so emotionally challenged that I am numb.
By:
Moonsmith
Age:
18-21
,
Female
