Finally, Some Clarity!

My life is a mess on the outside. I swear it was like the movie Ground Hog Day putting all my **** in a blue Ford Escape and coming to my sister's overcrowded home.

So I searched, I tried to make sesne of it all, I tried talking, I tried *******, nothing helped. My Xanax problem increased but I finally started to lose weight. I am close to getting my money right. I drew some clear boundaries and cut out all the drama. Within the next month I will be well on my way to total freedom and independence. My home will not depend on anyone but me. I will get a cat of my own. I will finally be where I need to be.

I am hopeful, I am feeling alive, free, hopeful, and happy. FINALLY!

Aw8ingf8 Aw8ingf8
26-30, F
4 Responses Feb 27, 2010

*Swaying back & forth singing with Pumpkin*

Thanks Pumpkin! I'm getting there! *SIngs* "I get by with a little help from my friends!"

Thank you! =D I am feeling good these days. I am much healthier in all respects. Candy, thanks for the prayers and good thoughts! I truley believe they make a difference. Thank you, my sweet friend. I love your positive outlook! You are one of a kind. *HUGS* to you both.

Hugs keep u in my good thoughts and prayers! a cat and teddy bear..for me always brings comfort..we all go through storms in life..soon i pray u see a beautiful rainbow!(feel peace,comfort and all u dream comes true!! Lov ya CRP ~XoXoX~U can be a tigress like mewa never giv up *EVER* U sound determined! friends,family,prayers,dance..etc