I Want to Fade Out...

I use to want to exist forever in time and space. I wanted to be remembered even after I was gone. But now I feel like all I want is to fade. My name means nothing to you or to me anymore. I just wanna fade out. Disappear from this atmosphere. Be forgotten. I want you to forget me. I want you to have no feelings of missing me. I want you to feel nothing when I'm gone. No bleeding, no breathing. Just fading out and being forgotten all about. Forget about me. I guess now I really want what I had all along.

LylaRocks LylaRocks
26-30, F
May 5, 2008