I Swallow It

EVERYTIME..... I just can't seem to let it out. I tried with Shane, but he'd just walk away & say I was being too "emotional". I've spent most of my life being afraid of my anger. I really don't see that changing anytime soon. Mom sees my anger, not fully but she sees more than most. Of course I know for a fact that she'll NEVER walk out on me...........Never was sure with anyone else. Don't know if I'll ever be secure enough with anyone to let them see me in all my fiery glory. Heehee!! That's all I'm writing about this.

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Mar 25, 2009