Isolation

I'm an eloquent woman... Words come easily to me, however I find stringing them together to explain the hurt in my heart is impossible. I have made it a point to avoid seeing friends. I've excluded my husband from my thoughts because what I've found is that people don't really want to know. This July past I miscarried for the fourth time. I can't move past it. I can't be happy for our friends and their successes, not when my dreams have been so utterly dashed. I'm being selfish and petulant I know, but its too painful to smile when I'm decaying inside.
Jennalynnjennalynn Jennalynnjennalynn
22-25
Dec 1, 2012