I Find Psychology Interesting
I've been meaning to make an attempt to explain the single most amazing experience in my life. 11/25-26/2011 was a rather interesting time for me and I'm not exactly sure what happened. I spent the preceding days in a state of catatonic depression. Feeling hopeless and despaired I was unable to muster the mental and physical energy to change the problems in my life, but i always had an interest in changing things for the better. I constantly read books on the many methods of personal reform, and I finally identified what seemed to be the problem. I stumbled upon this information by accident while reading a book on mind kontrol. I quickly became obsessed with knowing the truth behind any tested methods of mind kontrol. What I found seemed to prove itself to me by applying the process of kontroling the mind to myself. It was a matter of "breaking" the spirit and splitting my personality into compartments. It's like learning how to program yourself like a computer. It's far easier said than done and it requires an extensive knowledge of one self to do. By meditating I learned how to intently focus on the task at hand and easily identify what it took to split my own personality.
I'm keeping most of the process a secret because it gives me quite the upper hand in my life, and this kind of knowledge can be dangerous in the wrong hands, so the only way that I'll pass this information on is to people that can be trusted by me without any doubt.
By forcing my personality to spit, I was able separate it into its own compartment. Doing this allows me to divide certain personality traits and assign them to particular mental states with varying emotional dedication. My dominant personality or "host" is responsible for making the decisions required to shift personas. This is generally decided when a certain situation requires a dedicated personal connection to successfully cope with the differences in its originality as a opposed to any one of my separate personalities.
Over time I've created 7 personalities including my host persona. Each one of my personalities can be combined with another for any situation that calls for particular elements. The "splits" are so separated by one another that each one isnt aware of what the others are doing. My host persona is conscious of the others, but has the ability to disconnect from any debilitating emotional effects of the others. However, if I am deeply involved in kontroling one of the splits, my host persona can drift into a sort of hypnotic trance making it difficult for me to switch back. I once spent two days in an epsilon state and almost felt like there was no way for me to change back to another split or regain kontrol of the host. It's a matter of extream focus and self-hypnosis. I use the Greek alphabet to label and identify each mental state or persona.
Alpha=general purpose(host)
Beta=male dominant
Delta=rational desicion making/aggressive tactical stratigies.
Elision=female dominant
Theta=spiritual and mental-awareness(psychic sensitivity). Love and compassion.
Gamma=sexual activity and seductive persuasion
Ømega=offensive/defensive. Merciless and emotionless.
These abilities make me morally flexable and capable of ANYTHING. If the rest of the world knew how to do this, it would make for an amaizing existance here on earth.
I'm keeping most of the process a secret because it gives me quite the upper hand in my life, and this kind of knowledge can be dangerous in the wrong hands, so the only way that I'll pass this information on is to people that can be trusted by me without any doubt.
By forcing my personality to spit, I was able separate it into its own compartment. Doing this allows me to divide certain personality traits and assign them to particular mental states with varying emotional dedication. My dominant personality or "host" is responsible for making the decisions required to shift personas. This is generally decided when a certain situation requires a dedicated personal connection to successfully cope with the differences in its originality as a opposed to any one of my separate personalities.
Over time I've created 7 personalities including my host persona. Each one of my personalities can be combined with another for any situation that calls for particular elements. The "splits" are so separated by one another that each one isnt aware of what the others are doing. My host persona is conscious of the others, but has the ability to disconnect from any debilitating emotional effects of the others. However, if I am deeply involved in kontroling one of the splits, my host persona can drift into a sort of hypnotic trance making it difficult for me to switch back. I once spent two days in an epsilon state and almost felt like there was no way for me to change back to another split or regain kontrol of the host. It's a matter of extream focus and self-hypnosis. I use the Greek alphabet to label and identify each mental state or persona.
Alpha=general purpose(host)
Beta=male dominant
Delta=rational desicion making/aggressive tactical stratigies.
Elision=female dominant
Theta=spiritual and mental-awareness(psychic sensitivity). Love and compassion.
Gamma=sexual activity and seductive persuasion
Ømega=offensive/defensive. Merciless and emotionless.
These abilities make me morally flexable and capable of ANYTHING. If the rest of the world knew how to do this, it would make for an amaizing existance here on earth.