Last Night

There you were. Gazing up into my eyes. Smothering me with a feeling of affections. A wave of kindness, warmth and affinity pooled in my head. Our minds in a type of vernacular only accustomed to lovers of a sincere and behemoth bond. And then I woke up. 14 hours later I paused and what was the pleasantness of that memorandum of said dream became a sad reminder that my life is, in a way far from delivering that moment in reality. It is always intensely human to want what we cannot have. Hope is still there, but hope is not a strategy. I need more.....So now, as my eyes stagger off and betray the day, I will Peel off and sleep, begging for that brief, subtle dream to return. Goodnight sadness.
NotLarryBubkiss NotLarryBubkiss
36-40, M
8 Responses Nov 3, 2012

Can we come to the premiere even if we say something nasty?

The nastier the better please

This is beautiful... & melancholy.

Thank you. I was afraid to share it first but glad I did :)

I'm glad too. :)

The story has increased exponentially in its own right since posting. I think someday they will make a movie about it. All those who comment can come to the premiere.

Who's going to play the lead?

Spiffy. :)

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Wanting more than we's an annoying attribute

Sometimes the wanting helps, but most times it does not sadly, however in this case things are turning out to be very captivating and keeping me very fulfilled.

Lucky :P

Did I see you use the word vernacular??? Oh my goodness. If you happen to stumble upon my story about my favorite will now why I'm melting in your hands right now. That's one way to get me sprung.

I must search!!!!!!!!! Brb :)

Still in awe

Me too.

I love the word sprung

Its my 2nd fave

Oh really?

I think my 2nd fav word is now Larry.

My favourite word is gusset. I've no idea why

Lmao. Awww. That made my day!

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I know that bitter sweet feeling. The dream is so sweet, and awaking is the bitter part.

So true. I re-read this and I smile about the dream and remorse about the reality. I need to laugh now. Enough of this mockery!

Who said you can't have your dream?

I could, but she has to agree, otherwise I will end up in jail. That'd be bad

Why does your dream reside only in one person?

Are you hitting on me again joey? Lol......It doesn't have to be but it was a pretty good person

I only hit on Goliath. He's the only one for me. :)

Often times, letting go of a dream is all you need to move on and find the beautiful reality.

Well said.

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This makes me want to drink...more. =(
I suck this way too.

I'm sorry pumpkin. We can share a drink called loneliness because its better than drinking alone

I agree with Larry. and now i wanna hear that song.....those are lyrics right?

I just wannt to die right now.

Yep! La la a la la laaaaa

ok. you go first.

Pumpkin please don't say that, my story has a silver lining somewhere. It reminds me to make a choice.

my story doesnt. its a hopeless dream. and its my own fault. I moved 400 miles away from him because he crushed me. and i cant get over it. blah blah blah. Edie I need some chapstick. Ive cried so much my lips are chapped.

There really is no right answer here other than if your lips are chapped use chapatick and at least we have Ediez. *can I have some too?*

=( *gives out chapsticks* oh hun.....

thanks. i hate crying.

Thanks. I'm okay. Don't worry. Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind chapstick?

Ive been wanting to watch that movie.

Its an interesting concept for sure. I'm sure the book (if there is one) is better

hmmm. I like books better. Ill look for it.

great movie for sure.

And then there is Davy who's still in the navy and probably will be for life......oh la la la la a laaaaaa.....

***grabs Edie and kisses her hard then hands her a sawed off to go play.*** Lets hunt boys my baby dumplin. Come play boy shootin with us Larryz!!

KK, How does it work?

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:( X infinity