For Once In My Life:

for once in my life, i would like to know what its like to actually go on a night out and completely let myself go, and enjoy every moment!!!

for once in my life, i want to be able to accept myself for who i am, and not for who other want me to be, or wish i was!!!

for once in my life, i want to know what it feels like to be in love, to have a woman that understands me as a person, and that i can look into her eye's and tell her i love her!!!

for once in my life, i wish i could open up to people, and express my feelings, instead of keeping it all bottled up inside!!!

for once in my life, i wish i could live a normal life, without beating myself up inside, for not being like everyone else, and for not enjoying all the things that other people do, and feeling out of place!!!

cowshed123 cowshed123
36-40, M
3 Responses Mar 22, 2009

you deserve all those things and many more :) give yourself the credit you deserve, try and view things ob<x>jectively and give yourself the opportunity to live today the way it is but doing the things you like the most.

lol, its been tried already!! nothing changed!!

That's why people take prozac.