A Dream Is a Goal You Didn't Reach.

I've been living behind a wall most of my life; trying to protect myself from hurt.  I lived in an abusive home growing up.  Married two abusive husbands.  Frankly I just don't trust people anymore.

I use to dream; wanted to do things and go places and be someone.  Now, I  just feel so lost and confused and stuck and alone.  I can't remember if I ever knew who I was or what I wanted.

I suppose I have lost hope in people.  Everyone seems greedy and only worry about their own self worth.  I worry about everyone and everything; I help when and where I can help; but, when I need it there is no one there.  It's always just God and I.

I just don't think I have the strength in me to dream anymore.  What for?

 

 

 

 

Marciea Marciea
41-45, F
Mar 28, 2009