Lost!!

Sometimes I feel as if all hope is lost for me. I was raised in a strict Christian home and know all about God and how great and powerful He is. Since college I have given in to the sin of fornication and regret it to this day. I was still in the church and singing on the choir but I thought God would save me from this if he loves me as much as I know he does. He did save me a number of times but I kept going back. I recently make a promise, a covenant of sort, with Him that I wouldn't have per-martial sex anymore and about a week in a half after that I was in the bed with a man again. I didn't think anything of it until I remembered my promise to God. I don't know if he will forgive me this time and I am very afraid. I just want to be a better Christian! Not only for myself but because I know how great He is but it's so hard cause I've come all this way. I need help!!
na09 na09
18-21
May 10, 2012