I Found Him In College, and He's Not the Man I'm Married to

Billy.
He was the person who would wake me up at night whispering words of love in my ear...
Made love to me like I was made of finest crystal...
Wrote me love letters (pre email) every day for the nine months he was on active duty during the Gulf War...
Proposed with a huge diamond in front of his childhood school on the street he grew up on...
Married me and then inexplicably changed overnight into someone I didn't recognize. 
Broke my heart into a million pieces I've still not finished finding...
Annulled our marriage so he could marry someone else in the Roman Catholic Church...
And called me 7 years ago, after I was raped, and talked to me for 3 hours, telling me that he would always love me, and helping both of us to find closure...

I've found my soulmate, and lost him...but not completely.  He'll always have a tiny, microscopic piece of my heart.