Love Vs Hate

I made the mistake of letting someone who really loved me go. I messed up so much with him that he won't even be my friend. Each word that I read from his letters are like knives. It's been years and yet, I feel like it's still a fresh pain. I don't know what to do and I wish that he would stop throwing himself in my face (I know this maybe vague to some of you). I don't know what I could have possibly done to him to have made him literally hate my guts.
miniskirtjerk miniskirtjerk
26-30, F
3 Responses Apr 21, 2007

Just recently I was let go by my ex and I have been with her for two years. It hurts very much to feel this way, and I don't think I will ever love anyone that strongly anymore. She has done many things to hurt me, yet I still feel love for her. I hope that sometime in the near future, she will feel like you do.

my partner gave me plenty of warnings that i was destroying her love for me , but i took it for granted that we loved each other enough that we would be together for ever. i feel like crap at the moment and just want her love back more then any thing in the world.

Coming from me, a person who has been dumped from a guy after almost two and a half hurts being dumped, point blank. Especially with all those reminders.