The Difference A Single Decision Makes

It was a lousy day and I was tired but I still turned on the computer and checked me e-mails... of course I had non... then I got pissed at myself for getting me to this point... I said to my self I am loner cause I want to... and then the next second I realized that it wasn't true... I felt bad... and I wrote on google I'm a loner... and then I found EP...


Ever since EP has been the outlet to all the crap I carry with me and I found understanding here unlike in the outside world, and I even started to talk to people here... which was something I never intended nor expected to do

But If right now I'm doing better, then I thanked that night for not going straight to bed 

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1 Response Feb 7, 2010

I found EP by google too. Can't remember what I put in. But I've been here for about a month and have found myself feeling more calm in myself. It's kinda nice.