At A Young Age

Even when i was very small I relised tiers get u no where..I cried and got slapped..so i learned to just ignore my pain and walk forward one step at a time..I relise that holding it in isnt good but when ur a child..if it gets to the point ur too scaired to cry then u don't cry..I can't just change the way I am..I do cry from time to time but it never lasts and i only do it alone when im asleep..I..I don't make any noise i just cry silently alone..but crying hasnt ever helped me..moving forward with the help of my boyfriend has...
Zheria Zheria
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 6, 2012

I love your ability to conquer the bad in your life at such a young age. I don't know what I would do if this happened to me! One thing I want to say is be careful.. don't be too reliant on your boyfriend to help you make it through. If it doesn't work out, you could end up depressed. Be able to overcome this alone before you count on others to help you.

Remember that in darkness even your shadow eventually leaves you..

I no i shouldn't rely upon him nearly as much as i have but when me met a few months short of 3 years ago he kept me from ending it all and helped me learn to live with it..I wouldn't be here if it wernt for that fact..I dont lean on him as much as I once had and if it ever ended I'd be upset Yes but if he was happy I'd be alright I'd just have to keep moving..however depressing that sounded>-><-

Sounds like your can take care of yourself : ). Hang in there, you are not alone. Take care,

Thank u

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