I'm A Third Wheel To My Two Best Friends

So my two best friends (call them Millie and Ella) are really annoying me at the moment! They always hang together, every lunch, everywhere and seem to always leave me out. Millie tells Ella stuff all the time that she doesn't tell me, and it seems that they always have a private joke that they are laughing about and that I don't know about. However, when it's one on one, it's really good. I can feel like I belong, and can tell them anything, but then I go back to being a third wheel.
I have mentioned this to Millie before, but she just said that it was because I don't join in, or that I'm just imagining things.
Am I? I don't know....I don't know what to do! I do have other friends, but none of them are as close to me as Millie and Ella, and I really don't want to lose them.
I would really appreciate some help or input!!

Ngatea1 Ngatea1
13-15, F
1 Response Sep 13, 2012

Thats what is happening to me at the moment! I dont know what to do either!