I Gave Him My All and He Cheated On Me
I've never done this before......but here it goes..
I Was with my boyfriend for two years. In the beginning he was wonderful. He told me that he never felt for anyone what he felt for me. I fell in love. He told me he'd like to have a baby, but I couldn't have a baby and he said he had a low chance of being able to conceive. But we did! I got pregnant. I was so scared because I didn't think I could because my periods were off and my gynecologist said I probably couldn't. We decided to have our baby. He wanted her. The pregnancy was very hard. We stopped having sex....he seemed distant. I would ask him if there was someone else or if he wanted out if this. He'd always get mad and dump me, and I'd always beg him to take me back. But my insecurity was always there. We had the baby. We were happy, but we still weren't having a physical relationship together. Which would make me believe that he was seeing someone else. Finally, a year later, we were intimate again. The baby is seven months. But two weeks after that I found on his phone text messages from a woman he works with and pictures she sent him if herself naked. I was devastated. He was responding to her with sexual comments.....I confronted him. A day later he was sorry, but then said he's tired of the relationship with me. That I'm too insecure and even when he wasn't doing anything, I thought he was. He said its the worst relationship he's ever been in. He told me not to call or text him because it just pushes him away. I'm having a very hard time. Everyday I'm struggling and I want to call him or see him. But I haven't since he told me to leave him alone. He doesn't call for the baby. He has his new girl and I guess he's happier now. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm very depressed and can't believe this is happening. I just want him to come back.
I Was with my boyfriend for two years. In the beginning he was wonderful. He told me that he never felt for anyone what he felt for me. I fell in love. He told me he'd like to have a baby, but I couldn't have a baby and he said he had a low chance of being able to conceive. But we did! I got pregnant. I was so scared because I didn't think I could because my periods were off and my gynecologist said I probably couldn't. We decided to have our baby. He wanted her. The pregnancy was very hard. We stopped having sex....he seemed distant. I would ask him if there was someone else or if he wanted out if this. He'd always get mad and dump me, and I'd always beg him to take me back. But my insecurity was always there. We had the baby. We were happy, but we still weren't having a physical relationship together. Which would make me believe that he was seeing someone else. Finally, a year later, we were intimate again. The baby is seven months. But two weeks after that I found on his phone text messages from a woman he works with and pictures she sent him if herself naked. I was devastated. He was responding to her with sexual comments.....I confronted him. A day later he was sorry, but then said he's tired of the relationship with me. That I'm too insecure and even when he wasn't doing anything, I thought he was. He said its the worst relationship he's ever been in. He told me not to call or text him because it just pushes him away. I'm having a very hard time. Everyday I'm struggling and I want to call him or see him. But I haven't since he told me to leave him alone. He doesn't call for the baby. He has his new girl and I guess he's happier now. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm very depressed and can't believe this is happening. I just want him to come back.