I am about to leave work. I am here alone and I can''t stop touching myself, I am aroused, my groin is throbbing and the familiar buttrerflies and shakes are starting so I know what's going to happen. I've played with my nips enough today they are pleasurably sore to the touch. My nips are a pleasure centre for me, the harder they are worked the more aroused I become. By manipulating them I can sometimes ****** hands free whether erect or flacid. I would dearly love to have a playmate right now. Mind you I've always enjoyed pleasuring myself. I like to think my manhood is adequate, I have a bit of a beer belly, am hairy, six inches, cut, very nice head. Being older my member doesn't get as hard as it used to, but being a total bottom, that's not really a problem. Not being able to source enough other men to service their manhood is a bigger problem. Being older is a disadvantage as most others want younger and more pretty bois to satisfy their lusts. That said, I get my share. There are a genre out their who like chub dads and find them a source of arousal. The partners I manage to hook up with and not attempting to be narcistic usually want me naked so I can't be too, too ugly, LOL. I love being naked when I service other men, being naked is the ultimate being humiliated and being controllled. How I love it. I have a fantasy of servicing multiple men at a glory hole. I also like being watched when performing felactio or engaging in coitus. (my favourite position is on my back when having coitus and kneeling between my man's legs, naked whilst performing felactio.) I am also not adverse to being passed around. I will write sometime later about the afternoon I serviced 5 different men, I mean service them with my pleasure hole. Somtimes I wonder about myself and just what I would and wouldn't do, especially if high on poppers or weed. I find I can't stay hard when using weed. OK enough writing for right now. I need to take matters into hand. I am becoming sore and relief is only a feww strokes away.