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The First Time I Ever Had Gay Sex

I just want to say first of all that I consider myself straight. I have never really been attracted to men or had strong feelings for a man. But I've always been interested in my ******* and I remember touching myself down there from as long as I can remember. Sometimes I would insert a finger or object and see what that felt like, but I didn't really think about gay thoughts until I started watching gay ****. I was mostly into lesbian **** before, like most teenage boys probably. I liked the feeling it gave me thinking about "breaking the rules".. a kind of naughty factor that was exciting to think about, and gay **** did that for me all over again. I started fantasizing sometimes about having sex with another man, and I liked the new feelings.

Then in college I really started thinking about trying to have sex with a guy. Late one night while watching **** I noticed a friend online and straight up asked him if we could have sex. I did not find this guy attractive. I only wanted to have sex with him because I knew he was gay. I was so nervous but I went to his house and we smoked some weed and we got naked and started kissing, which he was not good at. His penis was pretty small, which was fun when I put my mouth around it, but not really satisfying when inside me. We tried with me on my back first which didnt work so well, and then I got on top of him. Again, I was not attracted to him, but I was definitely aroused and excited by what I was doing. I had *** one time before using only an object in my ***, and it had felt amazing, I wanted it again but our peices just didn't fit as well I guess. He decided to jack me off and suck me a little bit until I came in his mouth. Then I jacked him off a little, wanting to swallow his *** but I was nervous I guess. After that I haven't had sex with him but I did invite him over to watch gay **** and let me swallow his ***. I loved the first load so much I asked him to try again so I could drink more ***. I later had sex with a couple of other guys, both bisexual and played around with a gay friend. I have never been the top, which I'm willing to do if given the chance but I really only enjoy recieving.
JamesPBrown JamesPBrown 26-30, M Nov 17, 2013

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