No One Gets The Relief

There really is a relief sensation that cmes from self-loathing, self-insulting....admiting you're a piece of garbage takes the pressure off...

If no one out there is perfect, if people get away in life with being underachievers, why not me?

Suddenly all that stress that you get from trying to succed in life, to be good enough, is gone. Suddenly being a dissapointment doesn't hurt as much.

This is very much what I feel when I put myself down, and it's almost healthy, almost good for my mental sanity, because it's always less painful to put one self down that to have anyone else put you down.... 
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1 Response Aug 6, 2011

Yup, that's how I feel too. Beat other people to the punch by putting yourself down first. I figure if I'm going to have low self esteem, might as well be because of myself than other ********.