I Want To Change The Way I React...I really want to change the way I feel and react to, well, pretty much everything...not only for myself now but I have a one year old girl that I dont want her to feel like this. Some days I don't get as annoyed, but so many people and things get on my nerves. Like I can't stop thinking about how much I hate it and playing out all these senerios in my head. My boyfriend can't understand it. He tells me all the time, "You get annoyed by the stupidest things!", "Why do you let that bother you", or he says that he think its funny how mad I get about things(in an condensending voice). He just makes it worse...to the point I shout, cry or go in the other room, slam the door and plop on my bed and cry. I really think that my parents played a big role in why Im like this...but thats beyond the point now...I just want to overcome this already. So I can relax in any situation and enjoy life.
kmomofone 26-30 2 Responses 0 Oct 25, 2010