The Phone Call

there was someone in my life a few years ago and for many reasons we are not in touch anymore. everynow and then i call his cell from my private number. i just want to make sure he still has the same number and is ok i guess. well, everynow and then i get calls from private numbers. last nite after i shared my story on here about him in the reincarnation group, i called him. he has never answered before, i have only done this a few times in the last 2 years. last nite he answered, i gasped and hung up. today at 2:39 i got a call on my cell from a private number. i hadn't gotten a call like that in months, now i am torn as to what to do next. was it him? did he sense it was me? i don't know anymore. i love my husband but we have real problems connecting on any real emotional level. with this other person i felt we connected right away and on a very emotional level after a while.

darlinsam darlinsam
36-40, F
Mar 1, 2010