Somehow, I'm bored of everything and when it comes to the worst I become sick of anything... I came to the conclusion that maybe I am a bored person that can't handle to be with people anymore... because the people I live with, the people I work with and even my friends are boring. I just don't want to listen to them because their stories and lives are so boring to me. And this goes so insane because I pretend to show some interest in the fear to be all alone. But pretending and saying things that I do not feel or think is so hypocrite and this is so not me. I just want to be true to myself and to others. My boredom affects my behaviour and then people think that I'm fake, snob ot whatever... I want them to understand me but they don't... nobody does.