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I Get Depressed Easily

Just Now.

By: katnipkitkat
Written on November 14th, 2012
Sudden depression hit. It is starting to get cold again and I have turned on the heater in the living room. I turned towards the heater expecting my cat, Jama, to be laying in front of it like he always did every winter. Then it hit me again that he has been gone now for many months. I am trying so hard no to cry.
By: katnipkitkat
Age: 41-45 , Female
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    Carissimi
    Carissimi

    Let your tears fall. You love him and miss him. It's natural to cry. It's also a part of healing. It's just an expression of your love for him. *hug*

    Nov 15, 2012
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      katnipkitkat
      katnipkitkat

      I can't cry. Not when my husband is around. He will only say something to make me feel worse. To make me want to die. There is no comfort for me. I am never alone. I can never cry.

      Nov 15, 2012
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      Carissimi
      Carissimi

      :( Cry when you are alone. Go in the bathroom, outside, anywhere away from him. huggggggsssssssss <3

      Nov 17, 2012
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    lunadelobos
    lunadelobos

    I am sorry dear. *hugs*
    Do you know the cause of it?

    Nov 14, 2012
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      katnipkitkat

      I think he got sick and died because of stress after his buddy got sick and died.

      Nov 14, 2012
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      lunadelobos
      lunadelobos

      oh gosh i am so very sorry, you lost two best friends.
      i remember writing to you then...

      when i miss one of mine who is gone, I try to realize they are not really 'gone' but only to our eyes and also I will see them again one day.

      but it hits us hard and it's only been a little while for you.

      Nov 14, 2012
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