Waking Up To The Outside World

Just knowing I have to get out of my warm and cozy bed after having spent hours to relax myself finally to deal with the madness of the outside world is depressing. I can't help but think about killing myself or ending it all but some flicker stays inside me, it asks me to stay.  So here I am, 18 years of Monday Mornings later!
XxJamberxX XxJamberxX
18-21, F
Dec 2, 2012