Yeah

I get horribly depressed when I dont sleep... more or less of how I'm feeling right now actually.

But I cant sleep because I'm depressed so... either way I suppose it leads to me being unhappy and awake. At least when you're unhappy and asleep you can wake up, nightmares end then... but I choose this. This nightmare was my own choice, so It will end up fine. It will. It will.